|the wind diaries, monday
a weekend off. we got caught in traffic leaving the city. my knee was stuck on the accelorator pedal. it seized, hurt worse than a good dose of the back pedal. it was the leg muscles actually, pulling it out. a doctor in the holiday house said to massage it, said to give it a rest. i massaged and the pain got worse. i could stop i guess. but maybe i will just pummel it and pummel it. i can feel my leg muscles breaking down. could be the knots are the only things holding them together. a kind of muscle migraine.